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Well guys after my last post my Father-in-law called me. He was upset with me for what I posted. You know the funny thing?He was more upset that I called it a cute LITTLE trailor?" It wasnt little" he said I lived in smaller...I was just saying it was a small home ,you know you normally start out in a smaller home and move up as the family grows..my whole issue was it was never a gift to me... This is a man who has called me the B word twice once in my own home..then he calls my home and tells me all the things that upset him...Wow so much for it being a NEW year looks like my life is going to be the same old thing with my in-laws..Thank God I have wondeful parents and a family that loves me for  who I am..I know I am a blessing to others, but these two people make me feel like I am beneath them...when I met my hubby his parents were divorcing..he talked with me about it the first night we met ..he was  a very sad young man..came home one day and his mom was gone..she didnt even tell him where she was for a long time,,,he worked two blocks from her  home and didnt even know it..she was having an affair with a married man and it was a friend of the family,she didnt want him to show up at her house and this man be there..neither of his parents have been at the the births of my children...I can  count the birthday partys they have attended  on one hand...Bruces dad babysat Chad a few times the mother in law has never watched my children ever... So I have decided after 22 years of this I am finished..I have cut all contact with them ...all. I have not done this in 22 years because I was raised  that family is family no matter what~!  but I can see I have never been family to them never..Sorry to  be so long winded but you know I have prayed so hard about this situation..and I am always the bad guy...so some things are better not in your life because they are like poison...so we'll see how their relationship goes without me in it..behind the scenes going Bruce why dont you call your dad-mom? You really should call because no matter what they are your parents..no sir I will not do it anymore...I will continue to pray for them and me, but I feel at peace~!  i dont feel like I'm a bad person at all.   Please  pray for us pray for peace...onto to other news I have been praying so hard for the people of Haiti..I have been talking with the kids about this..My 7 year old is a little young, but his heart when he prays..wow..he has brought grown men to tears... my daddys prayer group always ask Blake to pray at the meetings..I'm telling you God has plans for this boy...do I wish him to be a lawyer..Dr? No be  a preacher ~!  So lets remember them in our prayers I cannot imagine the pain in that Country...Onto another prayer..in my home town in Plant City Fl...the winter has been rough..the Strawberry Capitiol of the world..the farmers have been watering the berries day and night to try and save their crops..well they have used so much water that in my town right now there is 50 sink holes~! not to mention the wells that have went dry because of all the water being used...you know they try and freeze the berries during a freeze it layers them and saves them ...so keep my town in your prayers also....I hope you all have a Blessed week...

Blessing's
Ann